Thinking activity : Reflection of self
1. Recollect a moment of your life when you were at the height of ferocity (anger) on someone with/without some specific reason. What did you feel like speaking to or doing with that person?
A moment when I was at the height of ferocity that happens because of my family members , as i m leaving in joint family. Obviously ,all memeber have different nature as well as ego and attitudes. But sometimes i can't control my anger on any matters. One of my aunt have no education , no knowledge though she is much arrogant lady . She have always negative thoughts and always interested in non- sense matter. She have no idea that how her behaviour and speech manners can harm other's feeling and emotions. It can also influence the people who are not aware about the things will get negative thinking .
When she spoke about me and have jealousy with my education i can't control it. Her talking about my free minded parents , at all this time I feel much anger. At that time I want to say very clearly all the things at her face. But my mom prevents me in terms of respecinre elders. I want to tell her that her narrow mindedness and gossiping nature will harmful to her only not other so change it soon.
2. Have you ever felt tremendous drive to hit or murder someone? When? Why? How? Elucidate.
I never feel to murder anyone but sometimes want one or two slap someone. Time changes very fast so we find around us young generation are addicted for bad things. Thay are not focusing on their future and career but have many bad habits. They do whatever they want to enjoy but no idea of parents and relations and its value. In my family my cousins have same ideas I am not able to control situation after many efforts. but i definitely want to hit one or two slap them.
3. Have you ever felt like committing suicide? Was it just a passing thought or you were serious? What propelled you to think so? Describe your experience (although momentary) of suicidal tendency.
No , i never felt like to committed suicide . I got lovely family , friends and partner. No matters what happened to me they will always their for supporting me. So I never feel and will never been for it. Sometimes situation becomes worst around us , we can't control it . At that time that feeling came but it is temporary not more so have never that type of experience seriously.
4. Write about the scariest of your dreams. Have you ever cried or screamed by a bizarre and horrible nightmare? Elaborate.
When I was in my higher secondary studies , and at ug level , many time at midnight i awoke out of fears. There is no horrible dreams but fear that incepted in minds by elders in earlier days. There was nothing but I feel much fear of unknown things , not in dream also , but my thinking about it become very high that I can't open my eyes also then i call my mom to sleep with me.in my mind fear thay someone is there and observing me that dangerous feeling aroused in me . Though only it was fear but more powerful also.
5. Do you believe in ghosts? Have you ever undergone any experience of supernatural elements? Explain.
No , i am not believed in ghost or that type of existence . We always heard that people have seen and experienced also they told the ghost story to everyone. But I never felt any super natural element . Who said about them it is only their sub consciousness in mind.
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